Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Does it still count as being played if you know that it's being done to you and you go ahead anyway?

Because, I'm not an idiot, I could see what Jade was doing. The minute she came running to me to confess that she's not really my cousin, I had to wonder what was in it for her. That line about just wanting to be a part of the family -- what's so great about being a part of the Snyder family? I love my mom and dad, but if you're walking down the street, waiting to get hit by a car so you can claim to be a long-lost relative, maybe the Snyders shouldn't be your first choice. We've always got some major drama or another going on in our house. Maybe you'd want to look for someplace a little saner, you know?

On the other hand, we're what she got. Only now Mom knows Jade isn't really Aunt Rose's daughter, so I can't see her letting Jade hang around here much longer.

Leave it to Jade, though, to have a back-up plan. And it's a hell of a plan, if I do say so myself. I thought my head was going to explode when she first suggested it. The words "no" and "way" were practically shooting from my brain and out my mouth. When Jade said that thing about me knowing how much it hurts to want something so badly while knowing that you can't have it.
That's what I mean about knowing I was being played. She was totally using what I'd told her about me and Kevin against me. Or maybe it was for me. By the time Jade was finished, I didn't know if I was coming or going. All I knew was that her logic made a weird kind of sense. Her plan can help both of us out. As long as it doesn't kill my mom in the process.

If my mom ever finds this blog, I'm really, really sorry. But I didn't know what else to do.

30 Comments:

Blogger John Seip said...

Luke

I can understand why you let Jade talk you in to this but I did the same thing once and it made it worse. The lying everything.

Also your folks love you and they will understand, Be honest with them.

Be honest with Kevin. If he isnt in love with you, you will know. If he is and you never tell him, Then you will never know and that is worse than any rejection, trust me.

Take care, Best of luck and watch out, something btells me Jade and her lies are just beginning.

12:50 PM  
Blogger Mary Cherry said...

You know what, hon. I've decided you just need to come clean with everyone about everything and let the chips fall where they may.

Honestly, your family really can't be wearing their robes of righteousness and riding around on their high horses anymore.

As for Kevin, it's time to poop or get off the pot. Tell him how you feel. Then, however things turn out, you'll know the score and you won't be moping around all the time.

As for Jade, I knew under those doe eyes and dewy cheeks was just another whore of babylon.

Okay, hon, bye now. Kisses!

3:38 PM  
Blogger Mark Spies said...

Luke, you live in Oakdale, the town of a million lies, each of which is uncovered, more so sooner than later. I know you're probably sick of being told what to do, but I think this whole situation has clouded your thinking. You need to take responsibility for yourself. This means telling your family EVERYTHING! You've already prepared for the worst and if you continue to agonize over it, you'll go nuts. Whatever their reaction, it can't be as bad as you've imagined. No matter what they think about the gay thing, they've got to give you credit for being brave and honest enough to tell all. As for Kevin, I still would NOT tell him. You don't know enough about how he feels to spill your guts to him just yet. Gather information before you give it out to him. It's in your best interest

5:47 PM  
Blogger Nic said...

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8:25 PM  
Blogger Nic said...

Luciano...hunny. God, she's playing you so bad. I mean, I like(d) her, but gosh. your mother is going to flip her lid, you best start praying for your life now.

Seriously, what's worse, your mother knowing you're gay, or thinking your sleeping around with someone who was supposed to be your cousin?

Besides, coming out to your family can go much better than you think, trust me, I know.

Best of luck buddy, you are gonna need it ten fold.

-Nic ***

8:26 PM  
Blogger Lily Snyder said...

Luke,

What the hell is all this? Ugh I cannot believe you are spilling secrets to just about everyone in the universe except the people who care about you! Trust me Luke, your little crush on Kevin is just a phase you're going through. I tried to teach you not to date outside of the family. It looks like I failed miserably.

Do you know why I refer to myself as Lily Snyder Snyder Snyder on here? Because I take pride in knowing that I'm the product of a cousin relationship, and that I married my uncle. I always imagined that you'd fall in love with someone in your family. Your brother Aaron, your sister Abigail, even your cousin Jade. But you fell in love with some outsider named Kevin?

You have no idea how pissed off I am. You are my son, but you are an embarrassment to my family. Until I find out that Kevin is related to you in some way, I forbid you to see him. And your father agrees. It's the Snyder thing to do.

Lily Snyder Snyder Snyder

3:05 PM  
Blogger Nic said...

Lily Snyder Synder...Synder >.>

HAHAHAHAHA! You know in Oakdale everyone is related somehow, so we'll wait and see. lmao.

5:17 PM  
Blogger Alison Stewart said...

Luke,
Even though you know she is playing you, do you know what she really wants? Please be careful, I don't trust this girl. I know that you consider her your friend, but she has already lied to you so many times. I just don't want you to get hurt. Aaron and I care about you to much.
Come visit us sometime, until then good luck
Best wishes
Ali

6:58 PM  
Blogger Mary Cherry said...

Oh my god, ya'll!

What is up with these Snyders? Thank me(little joke) Luke is actually a Grimaldi!

Of course, Li'L Lily never did have much sense.

I still say you ought to tell Kevin. If he wigs out and ditches you, what have you lost? But, I guess I know how you feel.

I had the biggest crush on Joe, almost from the moment I met him. Unfortunately, he never gave me the time of day. That was a bitter pill to swallow because I was a lady in love and I always got what I wanted.

Though, eventually, Joe did ask me to be his lady.

Maybe you'll have similar luck.

Or you could just get the pig blood dumped on you at the prom.

Take care now and comb your hair.

7:38 PM  
Blogger Rose D'angelo said...

Lucci, Lucci, Lucci, what the heck are you doing? Not only are you stabbing my sister in the heart, you're defaming my memory with this new scam. You say you're not an idiot. I say you're on your way to becoming one if you keep letting this Jade lead you around. You always complained about your folks lying or keeping stuff from you. Now you're doing the same thing. I know it's been a rough two years for you, but my little bambino, it's time to snap out of it and stop acting stupid. There's more involved here than just you. By the way, aren't you even the least bit curious about my REAL daughter?

8:31 PM  
Blogger Nic said...

Mary-

You do have a point, by blood he isn't a Snyder...and Lily is only a half one since her mother was adopted too...You know what Luciano? Your family confuses the flying fu-heck out of me.

Either way, I'm with Mary. Tell the lad you love him, worse comes to worse he doesn't love you back. But hey, then maybe you'll find someone who does. Either go for it. You never know. ^_~

8:42 PM  
Blogger Lily Snyder said...

So,

You guys think you know a lot about my famiy, huh? Well guess what? BOTH my birth parents were adopted into the Snyder family. Iva (my birth mom) is my hubby's adopted sister and Josh (my birth dad) is my hubby's adopted son. By the way, Luke IS my husband's adopted son. My husband is considered to be just as much Luke's father as Damian is.

Nic, perhaps I should say things in very simple terms so that you can understand, okay?

Henry and Harvey Snyder were brothers.
Henry adopted Josh.
Harvey adopted Iva.
Harvey fathered Holden and Meg.
Josh and Iva had Lily.
Josh married Meg.
Lily married Holden.
Lily gave birth to Luke.
Holden adopted Luke.

That should clear up some of the confusion.

Lily Snyder Snyder Snyder

11:28 AM  
Blogger Rose D'angelo said...

Wow Diamond Lil, even you can't keep it straight. Josh and your hubby are cousins, not father and son. I do give you credit for getting the rest of it right though. It is to say the least, a complex network of relatives. I was just wondering what Luke is to Lisa Hughes-Shea-Coleman-Grimaldi(I know I left out a few names). That would open the door to a whole new co-mingling between the Hughes's and the Snyders!

12:33 PM  
Blogger Ashley said...

Listen luke that was a really stupid thing to do because now Jade is probaly going to tell eveyone she's having your baby and that is going to get you in alot more trouble and if you thought you were grounded now, just wait until your father finds out your going to know the meaning of being grounded.

2:58 PM  
Blogger Mary Cherry said...

Ashley, hon, I think Holden would be tickled pink(ha!) if he thought Luke knocked up some gal.

I mean, he's about to have a hemorrhage thinking Luke's a big poof!

I think Holden just needs to have some Sanka and settle down.

4:18 PM  
Blogger Mark Spies said...

Ashley, I think you've got something there. But wouldn't they have found out Jade was pregnant when she was in the hospital after the accident? if not, it's going to make a for a real interesting plot twist.

8:59 PM  
Blogger Nic said...

Gosh I feel sorry for Luciano, nothing has gone easy for the lad in a looooooooooong while. :-\

9:18 PM  
Blogger Sarah Cabot said...

Poor Luke...

12:08 AM  
Blogger Rose D'angelo said...

Enough with the "Poor Luke" already! You guys are a bunch of enablers! This kid has been mollycoddled within an inch of his life. That's probably why he's turning into a mariposa. He's still my nephew, but now he needs some tough love. He's making all the wrong decisions, partly because of where he is in life, and partly because everyone pities him enough to let him get away with whatever he wants. He's so lucky to have gotten a second chance at life, and he's throwing it away, bit by bit. If only I'd had the same chance...

6:58 AM  
Blogger Lily Snyder said...

Rose,

When you said that Luke needed "tough love", you were half right. He needs love but it shouldn't be rough. He needs the kind of love that only a blood relative can give. Yes, I'm talking about incest.

By the way, in my other post, I meant to say that Josh is Holden's adopted cousin, not adopted son. God our family is so complex.

Luke,
once I give birth to this baby, I want us to start trying for a child. If Susan and Emily Stewart can have a child together, then so can you and I. Ignore that outsider Kevin and that imposter Jade and come to mama.

Lily Snyder Snyder Snyder

1:10 PM  
Blogger Rose D'angelo said...

Ha, you've given yourself away, Diamond Lil! I suspect that Luciano IS your baby's daddy, and this whole gay thing is just an elaborate ruse to throw Holden off the track. Sis, you're one sly poodle, or is that Luke?

1:36 PM  
Blogger Ashley said...

Maybe there are two ways Holden will react he can be so happy that lukes not gay that he does not care about the jade thing.Or he could be pissed that luke was so childish and there relationship becomes even worse

2:55 PM  
Blogger Lily Snyder said...

Well Rose, you've figured it out. But no-one can know about this, okay? I'm sitting here crying because I just found out that my child will be seriously disabled because it's a child of incest. Anyway I'm through with blogger. If anyone wants a free account, my username is lily_snyder and my password is incest. It was nice while it lasted. No more blogger for this chick.

Lily Snyder Snyder Snyder

12:58 PM  
Blogger NewKidinTown said...

rose,

Your comments are full of ignorance. Luke is not "turning into a mariposa" because he's being coddled. That is reinforcing the worst stereotypes of gay men,

Gay men are born that way, not because of being pampered. What you are saying is offensive!

11:35 PM  
Blogger Jerry Springer said...

Hey, kids, this is some great stuff!

Call my people! I have got to get you lot on my show!

Be good to yourselves and be good to each other!

10:51 AM  
Blogger Nic said...

Oh crap, you know you put the functional in disfuntional when Jerry Springer starts to look your way.

Goodness.

12:31 PM  
Blogger Rose D'angelo said...

Hey, Newkid, CHILL, will ya? I know people are BORN gay or straight. Heck, some of my best friends (men and women) are gay. But I still say Luke fits the "poor little rich kid" mold. I don't care if he gets it on with Kevin, Jade, or one of his horses; he just has got to learn that it's not all about him all the time. It's not called the Luke Snyder show is it? It's time for him to grow up and start accepting responsibility for his actions. If you find THAT to be ignorant or offensive, I can't help it.

1:29 PM  
Blogger Lucy Montgomery said...

Luke,

I'd be careful about Jade. She seems to get more sketchy by the day.


Jerry,

I think you better make a stop in Port Charles. I hear mob boss Sonny is in need of your services.


~Lucy

4:44 PM  
Blogger Mary Cherry said...

Kevin, hon, that Jezebel Jade is one thorny problem you need to nip in the bud.

She's got you over a barrel and the only way to deal with someone like that is hit them where it hurts.

You can't go around letting people blackmail you.

Now, quit being a pansy, get the dirt and shut her down.

Bye now and tell not-so-Li'l Lily to lay off those cakes and pies.

5:07 PM  
Blogger h8ed boi said...

Luke, darling. Closets are for clothes. And Jade is a psycho. You need to tell Kevin about your mad, passionate love for him. You know that's what I would do if I was in your situation.

Love always,
your alter-ego,
h8edboi

8:32 PM  

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